Saturday, December 31, 2005

New Year’s Eve Reflections

I try never to make New Year’s Resolutions. I generally figure that if something is worth changing/doing; then, you shouldn’t wait to do it. However, I find myself reflecting more than usual this New Year’s and I am coming dangerously close to New Year’s Resolutions. Eeeewww.  There seem to already be so many changes in my life these days that I am finding that perhaps this is a good time to define some goals…not resolutions mind you…for this New Year.

I have decided that this is to be a year of de-legislation in my life. As I would like to see the US Congress spend some time getting rid of encumbersome and ridiculous laws…perhaps it is time to get rid of some of my ridiculous cumbersome laws.

First. I am going to try to confine the Spirit of Ash Wednesday both for myself and my family to the times when it is liturgically appropriate. The Liturgy and liturgical cycles have been one of God’s greatest gifts to me in my conversion to the Catholic Church perhaps I might stop attempting to confine them to the overtly religious areas of my life. If I am a woman of faith all the time, perhaps I should bring the Liturgical Year into my life all of the time. To take time to rejoice in the seasons of joy. To be reflective when it is called for. To always seek His Word for my life at all times and never give precedence to the winds.

Matthew 14:30 But when he saw how (strong) the wind was he became frightened; and, beginning to sink, he cried out, “Lord, save me!”

In other words, less picking. Less striving for perfection for myself and those around me.

Second, exercise and diet. I am going to take 30 seconds every day standing naked in front of the mirror not to concentrate on my faults but to thank God for a body that has brought me this far. When I consider what I have expected of myself and what my body has delivered, I should be on my knees in thanksgiving for God’s gift to me and in penance for being such an ungrateful wretch about it all. (Ok…I will start with a couple of seconds and work my way up to 30 seconds.) In things diet and exercise, I will endeavor to listen to my body and not impose upon it rules and regimens that sap the energy my body needs for healing. I will attempt patience and tolerance for my body.

And of course, I will try to keep up with recording the books I read, review more of the on here, keep up my blog, and listen to my Shakespearean plays, and all that other stuff.

Blessings to all of my beloved family and friends in this coming year.

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Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Christmas

As usual Christmas Eve/Christmas day are spent relatively quietly in our home. We are far enough away from grandparents/uncles/cousins/aunts etc. that travel is prohibitively expensive and cumbersome. So we stay put and travel to see them at other times of the years. Here are some of the highlights.
Church. My favorite reading to LISTEN to from the gospel is the one from Luke that begins “In those days a decree went out from Caesar Augustus…” In the Catholic church, this is the gospel reading for Midnight Mass on Christmas Eve. Always. I was thrilled that this year the combination of older children and an early “Midnight” Mass (9pm) meant that I would hear this read in church for the first time in many years. I was psyched. I was pumped. Then they got to the gospel reading and it was in Spanish. Bummer. Most of the time I really like attending a bilingual parish…most of the time. The homily was very touching though. Our pastor told us that he had spent some time during the week in meditation regarding the homily. He asked the Lord what He would have him tell His People. Our Pastor said that he felt very clearly the Lord tell him to tell us that He loved us. Something I very much needed to hear and I ended the service in tears.
Menu. This year I was released from the requirement to put a turkey on the Christmas table. Stan and the children all agreed that something different might not kill them. Stan’s only request was that the meat dish be beef. I ended up choosing a beef tenderloin. (OUCH!) I cut it in half and Food-Saver’ed one half for future use. The other half that showed up on the table Christmas day. To prep it for cooking, I spread with a paste made from rosemary, garlic, salt, and walnut oil. I let it sit that way in the refrigerator for about 48 hours.
The rest of the menu? Well I must have Uncle Ben’s wild rice for Chris. I must have mashed potatoes for Tim. I must have corn for all of them. The children must have sparkling cider or they will die. That leaves only the choice of salad for any substantive creativity. The mashed potatoes had roasted garlic, a little rosemary, and a generous handful of shredded cheese. The cheese was a Whole Foods find and I can’t for the life of me remember the name. It was a hard cheese that was similar in flavor to gruyere. Very yummy! The salad was made from a variety of navel orange I found at Whole Foods that I also can’t remember the name of. Not that it matters….like it would show up in Kroger anyway.  The orange itself was more darkly colored than a regular navel orange but not quite as intensely as a blood orange. If oranges had a “Ruby Red” variety, this would be it. I sliced the oranges into round flat slices and arranged them on a platter. I sliced avocado and arranged the slices on top of the oranges. Then sprinkled it all with pomegranate seeds. I squeezed some lemon over it all to keep the avocado from browning and then drizzled some dressing over the top. The dressing I made from a spoonful or so of tapenade, a small amount of the cheese that went into the mashed potatoes, the tail end of a bottle of walnut oil, and the tail end of a bottle of pear vinegar. I loved the flavor but I am not sure I like the aesthetics of the dressing. I think if I were to do it again, I would chop olives and sprinkle them on top with perhaps some toasted walnuts and go for a clear dressing. It was still a dramatic salad and tasted wonderful! The wine was an Anderson Valley Roederer sparkling wine as usual. (Tastes good for breakfast the next morning too.) The bread was homemade cottage cheese/dill bread. I suppose I should have made a rosemary foccacia to better complement the menu but I like cottage cheese/dill bread. So there.
Presents. As usual we were very blessed materially as well. Stan caved and bought Tim an Ipod which is clearly his favorite with a Disney bag coming in a close second. Chris left his favorite present unwrapped until the very end because what was actually a Lego chess set looked very much like….gross….clothes. Nicky has been continuously changing from one highly favored outfit to another. Her only regret is that she can’t wear them all at once. All of the children were thrilled with future Disneyworld spending money from the grandparents. Stan and I got a digital camera…yes we’ll probably actually take a post some pictures soon. You need to let these things age you know. I also received a replacement for my PDA that went belly-up several weeks ago. This new PDA also plays MP3 files and I have discovered a very welcome use for this new technological wonder. I have loaded the mediation music that I use in the Adoration chapel as well as my scriptural rosaries into my PDA. What was once a rather cumbersome armful of notebook/CD player can now be carried in my PDA. Cool beans! Stan got clothes. Badly needed clothes I might add. You ought to see what industrial strength bleach does to clothes and he does that on a regular basis. Periodically, I will say something to him about the state of his clothes and he will say “Oh, it’s ok, I wear my coveralls over these.”
I had grand plans to do a kind of spring cleaning this week. HA. I have been almost comatose since Christmas. I keep getting up to do something “productive” and the next thing I know, I am on my butt. I meant to do this blog entry all day yesterday and even that was too much. (Got that music loaded onto my PDA though….priorities. [grin])Today the heater repairman is here for the annual checkup so I had to get dressed before 9 am. What a trial.
So that’s the news that I can remember for now. Merry Christmas all.
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Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Overheard at our dinner table….

“I really like it when Christmas falls on a Sunday, it doesn’t mess up my work week.” said Stan…like you needed me to tell you that part.
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Thursday, December 15, 2005

Santa Claus

My children have always been told the truth about Santa Claus. “Santa Claus is just a fun story, but it is only a story.” Imagine my surprise when every single one of my children looked me in the eye and told me I was WRONG! I realize I shouldn’t have been surprised considering they are each genetically hard-wired with a rebellious streak. Conceding defeat, I chose not to argue with them. I had told them the truth and I was not morally obligated to argue. I told them each that when they figured out who Santa Claus was they were to come and tell me and I would tell them the part of the story that they didn’t know. The rest of the story is that Santa Claus is such a fun story that lots and lots of people get together to make that story come true and once you stop believing in Santa Claus, you get to help be Santa Claus.

I am down to only one believer and I am not sure I am ready for her to stop believing as it seems to mark a passage into cynicism…I digress. Tim and Chris have had a lot of fun with their newfound roles as Santa Claus but this year marks the first year they have had  a major role outside of our own family. Somehow…not quite sure how It happened…we ended up “in charge” of preparing the gifts our church will be giving for the 8 families we have adopted. It has been a real blessing to watch the children consider for the first time that real people, with real names, really wouldn’t have presents under the Christmas tree without the generosity of others.

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Wednesday, December 7, 2005

Competition

Those of you who have received our Christmas letter might be wondering if we really meant some of those things said about our children. As proof we offer the following anecdotes from the day.

One of Stan’s co-workers on receiving a copy of the Christmas letter spent quite a bit of breath, saying how cute she thought Nicky was. How she could just eat her up, package her, take her home etc. Stan told Nicky what this woman thought about her. Nicky’s repsonse “I’m cuter in person.”

At dinner tonight an old family incident was brought from the memory banks after a round of competitive hot saucing of the red beans and rice. Yes, it’s true. Our children are so competitive they fought over who had the most raindrops on their car window.

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Saturday, December 3, 2005

A view of the world from the newest generation….

Tim reports needing a cell phone because…I swear I am not making this up…our cordless phones have inadequate “speed dial capacity.”

And THEN he got offended when his parents were prostrated with laughter.

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